XAMA

AN IMMENSE FONDNESS FOR ALL THINGS EROTIC, A CERTAIN AFFINITY FOR ALL THINGS SPIRITUAL AND AN EXPRESSION OF ALL THAT I LOVE.
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Sunday 06/11/2011 Pressing Times For Me

I’ve never felt so uneasy in my life. There’s this undercurrent of restlessness and dis-ease in everything that I do, everywhere that I go and everything that I think.

I’ve never prayed so much in my life.

The last few days I’ve been granted comfort. I have never trusted in the powers and decisions of the universe so much. I’ve spoken to every wind, to the sun, shared my cigarettes with the moon, called to the spirits of the trees and ignited an inferno of copal & sage. This time has been a time for my communion with the universe. I am never afraid to ask for something. I am never afraid of anything. I know that everything happens for a reason, everything that I experience will be a factor of my growth and no matter what I survive, I am strong.